I’ve been in the new apartment now for a little over a week. It’s weird to say it but the quiet is even more deafening with more space. Don’t get me wrong, I like the fact that there’s three bedrooms, the front room is bigger and that, contrary to my assessment, my white goods weren’t too big for their spaces. It’s just when the kids aren’t around and I’m on my own, the emptiness just feel that much more than it did before. I’ll get used to it I’m sure, I did before after I moved out. Then the feelings were more around the realisation of what was happening though intertwined with that was the quiet.

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In just over a week I'll be moving into my own house. It's a big deal and, in a way, signifies another milestone post-separation. I'm not too sure how I feel about it. There's part of me excited at the prospect of having my own place that I can decorate, upgrade, and effectively do whatever to without worrying. I'm also thankful that it's a three-bedroom property so both of the girls will have their own space. At the same time, however, there's a feeling of sadness and I think that's from knowing that things really have moved on.

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It's been a pretty busy month by all accounts. The school holidays arrived along with Easter and ANZAC Day, not to me ntion the run-up to election day here in Australia. Autumn is also in full swing, though warmer than usual. I'm not sure whether I prefer it or not. Still, fewer days using the heating means a cheaper bill so on that front I certainly won't be complaining; doubly so as I'm ever closer to owning my own place.

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You can't go too far in the world at the moment without there being some influence from the US and their politics. Doubly so now that we've had our own election called and so what to do about Trump and his politics is even more in the spot light. Sometimes you sit and watch what Trump and the rest of his crew are up to and wonder just how he was voted back in again.

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It's been a busy month or so. I hosted a birthday party (the first on my own), the girls and I took a road trip to the beach and back via the Zoo and then there's been a decent amount of life admin as well. All-in-all I'm pretty proud of myself as certain aspects of life feel a bit more on-track than they used to be. With that being said, however, I've been having a few more moments than I used to where the reality of my situation kind of hits.

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Despite outward appearances at times, I do quite like cooking. I probably should cook more often but often it's down to convenience. After a long day at work or trying to fit something in when I have the kids, a microwave meal is the easiest way forward. I don't have to prep anything, I don't have to wash up after and, generally, they're not too bad overall.

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